It's been constant and gnawing at me. Social responsibilities. Parental, personal, financial, medical, emotional... Too much going on at the same time. I'm trying to balance the weight and I hear the ground cracking under my feet. I'm been doing the dance, trying to shift my attention to the top priorities and telling myself that I would get back to the other things later, only later never came. The further you push things back, the deeper into the hole you get, the messier the house gets, the more people you feel like you are letting down, the longer your to-do list gets.
You can only get so deep down into that pit of anxiety before you can't breathe anymore.
So I've done the only thing I can do right now.
I gave up and I've let go. Let the pieces fall where they may.
There totally is beauty in the breakdown, Frou Frou.